Friday, February 13, 2026

Pray not for GutiƩrrez

Nor for Boudin torn to pieces.

Oh, pray for a stubborn warm good woman, my mother, dead at 94 years, happy to go with the Pietist rites, happy to finally let go, proportionally, traditionally. Much left unsaid, much left unsettled. But tones of voices, touches by the end, the loyalty of being there. For the love that was ever unearned that saved my life in those vicious evil storms. A reconciliation of sorts, far short of what there should have been, but a reconciliation, my ice cold heart at least partially melted. And the proportion of that dignified going, into death as into life. Not a cold going of it. A reconcialiation was achieved, a softness of touch, of heart.

Friday, January 02, 2026

Things fall apart

The 1930's are clearly back in fashion. I think there should be a certain limit to all pragmatism and centrism. Like passionate convictions, an incomprehensible word for many people I'm sure, conviction. There are limits, no negotiations, come hell or high water. This is how history is made, standing fast or endlessly retreating.